Depress

I dont ever know when this begin

feeling sad and empty 

alone

lonely

everything seems wrong

like i cant handle all the things happened daily

much easy to be annoyed with people

silent anger all the time

but

i just cannot express it

it was so hard

just to tell someone everything

so I like to keep it only for me

Quietly bare with these feelings

and 

end up in the wrong way

everything just sucks and sucks

then

not to tell anyone 

that feeling like to die at the moment

dont know what to do

feeling soulless 

depressing enough

 but I literally smile and laugh outside

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